if I hadn't met you

if I hadn't met you, earth would still be spinning around, i would be still here, still living, but probably in a more mechanical sense, less guided by feelings, more guided by my own compass.

if I hadn't met you, i would probably feel it, i would feel the "there is something i'm missing here" thing in my guts.

if I hadn't met you, i would have never though about doing what i'm doing now, changing how i did, feeling what i felt.

if I hadn't met you, i would be fine, but lost, slower to improve, i would make it though, because you know me, i can do it.

if I hadn't met you, i still would be thankful about life.

if I hadn't met you, i would have never expected what an amazing life i'm about to have... with you

if I hadn't met you, i wouldn't have suffered like i did, i wouldn't have grown like i did, i wouldn't have felt that pain in my chest, the butterflies, the confusion, the clarification, the expectations, the happiness

if i hadn't met you, music would still be in my headphones, but quieter, less rhythmic.

If i hadn't met you, the sky still would be sunny, but duller

if I hadn't met you, i would still laugh and smile, but not as much as i do now.

if I hadn't met you, i don't think i would have ever loved like i do now.

Just like a settings panel on any software, you reconfigured me, you made my playlist richer, you made my colors strike more, you made my heart go faster, you made me understand what pure love means, what actual adult, real love means, and that.. and that... is something only you could ever do.

but i did, i did met you, and i'm here, for you, just as you are for me, and we are together in this crazy insane world now, just as i told you yesterday, i love you, and im here in the good moment, in the boring moments, in the fun moments, in the bad moments.

look what you made me what you helped me become, be proud of it and be happy of it, because i'm forever thankfull.

love you

the tiger that eats chicken from a blue bowl.