The new place and the reset

So, i owe you all and myself and update i guess huh?

so it happened

we did it

We are actually living in our shared place, outside santiago, outside all the noise, all the chaos, all the past

the future is now™️

So moving here, actually getting the stuff here, installing the early furniture while also right now writing this from the kitchen, looking at the living room with a plastic bag, some seats and the tv on the floor is interesting.

because i did hit factory reset in my life, but the one where you keep data

so some stuff is around from the previous life

but also at the same time, new stuff is there too

it's weird but awesome at the same time, because everything connects on one way or another.

i wrote awhile ago how of an analisys i did before anything of this happened

i knew it was gonna happen before i was clear it was gonna

but

this time life provided a chance to keep up and just spent time thinking properly and checking that all the checkboxes cleared before i actually took this, i didn't had to 

but everything cleared, and i did the go ahead, i pressed the button and moved it to prod.

at some point in time i figured i had everything in control and that i had everything "ready"

but nope, that was a lie i was telling myself, a lie that life was telling me too, while the floor was crumbling

so, yeah i was going to be analytic, and good thing i did

i love my boyfriend very very much, he is my life

yeah he is

but

if i wasn't ready for this, or if i had any doubts, i would have aborted, or waited

i choose this

i choose him

and i been waking up all these days, choosing everything again

so i did fine.

We love it up here, the place is cozy and it's getting cozier, sure i have 7 bucks in my bank account, can't get a couch or a tv stand yet, but we are getting there.

there is time

sure there is

cheers to us, to our new life, to the tears im feeling running down my face because im just happy

because im rested finally

because im not driving between two cities moving boxes

Im home, in our house

and the reset was good, it was needed, because at 35 you can't factory reset, you just restore from a hand picked backup, then piece by piece restore the whole operating system.