self love

2026 what a year, huh?

new year, same me?

I know times are all around weird, politics are scary and we are forced to "protect ourselves and our loved ones" and that sucks, i know
new year unknown shit, it's scary, what's coming tomorrow? next month? in the next 6?

It was a long road ahead, but to love, you have to love yourself, and i worked so hard for that, to actually look at me and say
i love you to the mirror, to my own image and say, yeah i look good, i feel fine...i can love someone else like i can love myself.

2025 was insanely weird, i had to work so much on myself because at some point during the year, i felt the need for it, because i wanted to love someone else

Look i'm not gonna go deep into that, but the thing is, that if i was able to do it, and it felt powerful, like actually being in positive charge of myself and use that for good.

at some point during this year i was down, like very deep into my shit, deep into my mind, thinking of running away from everything, and it's funny because life provided that but the good way, i needed to move away, to run away from what i was doing, from my life exactly at that point. 

I wonder what's next, but i know i will be there first, supporting myself, rooting for myself.

and the good thing?

i'm not scared.